the problem with me is that
i don't know what i want out of life.
and because i don't know what i want,
or where i want to be,
or where i want to go,
i make bad, reckless decisions.
and tend to regret them.
i can't tell if i learn anything or not;
all i know is that i really need to pull myself together
develop some dreams, perhaps.
travel to italy,
or open an art studio in new york..
yeah, that would be nice..